23rd Dec 2009(Penang)

It is the last day at Penang at we will be heading back to KL soon. We woke up early in the morning and check out from the hotel by 10am. Then we head of to the market to have our breakfast. Before we do that, we taste the famous cendol at Penang. The cendol was many people favourite including many famous celebrities. After filling our empty stomach we visiting Darryl's grandmother's house and we watch DVD there. Before heading to Queensbay Mall where our bus is waiting, we took our lunch at Darryl's grandmother house. HIs aunt cook lunch for us. By 5pm we all boarded the bus and begin our journey back to KL. The ride in the bus was much more comfortable than the ride in the train. The service in the bus was great. We arrived at 1u by around 1opm and form there we part ways with our own vehicle back to our home sweet home.

I would like to take this opportunity to say thanks a million to Darryl's family for the kind hospitality while i was in Penang. Not to forget also to Darryl for being a great tour guide for us while we were in penang. I truly did enjoy this trip. Looking forward for the next trip.


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22nd Dec 2009 (Penang)

As for the second day of the trip. We visited many places. Mostly we went to the temples to pray for good results for SPM. Haha.... The most beautiful and breath taking temple will be the Kek Lok Si. The temple is really beautiful. For those people who have not been there, i suggest you visit that place. The place is also near near the famous Air Itam laksa. The laksa is really cheap and reasonable. Before we head to the temples we have our breakfast at pulau Tikus. We ate at the famous mee goreng form Jones Road. The mee goreng in Penang is a little different from Kl. I prefer the Penang version. It is much more delicious and more special. You will have to taste it yourself to understand what i am trying to say. The taste i cannot describe in words. After visiting all the temples, we took the bus and head to Fort Cornwallis. It is located beside Esplanade. Fort Cornwallis is basically a fort built by hte British when Penang was taken over by them. We have some funny moments there. Then me and Wee jian play basketball with some stranger. The funny thing is that we came to penang to play basketball. LOl. As the sun begin to set we walk back to our hotel as there were no bus after waiting for so long. On the way we stop by to have dinner at the famous Nasi Kandar Beratur restaurant. For me the meal was quite expensive. However is a good experience since i never ate it before. Before we came into the restaurant we also stop by at another temple to pray. It is just beside the Little India Street. Throughout out the whole journey back all of us was quite HIGH. Asking stupid questions to each other and giving back stupid answers. After about a 30 minit walk we finally reach back to our rooms. Taking a shower and a quick rest, we then head of to Perangin Mall to watch a late night movie. We watch Avatar. Avatar was a nice movie. We almost freeze in the cinema as we all wore short pants and slippers. I was not expecting the cinema to be so cold. Later after the movie, we have supper head head back to our rooms to rest for good. We light out at around 3.00 am the next day.

Penang trip...

On the 20th Dec to the 23rd Dec me and my friends (Darryl, Kien Seng, Wee jian and Jen) When on a trip to Penang. The trip was fun as it was the first time i went traveling with my friends. It was definitely an unforgettable experience.

20th Dec- We was suppose to meet at KL sentral and depart to Penang by the night KTM train at 10.30pm. However something had happen. Their train from Sg Buloh to Kl Sentral break down on the way. This incident can be avoided if Wee jian were not late to the Sg Buloh train terminal. He was busy watching SAW 6. Haha.... In the end i have to buy a extra ticket since the tickets are with them. I also have to bord the train alone. They will board the train at Tanjung Malim train station. It was a lonely journey to Tanjung Malim. It was about one and a half hour journey from KL Sentral to there. Once there i am so glad to regroup with them. I wouldn't want to travel to Penang alone. Once in the train. Kien Seng started to make a video of our journey in form the train to Penang. The journey in the train was rough and cold. The road was so bumpy and the inside the train was so cold i almost died in the train. I was freezing to my death. However i manage to reach Penang in one piece despite the rough ride. Moreover i could not even sleep through out the journey because it was too bright. The light in the train ws shining directly to me and i was not able to sleep as well as the others. It was just simply too cold and too noisy. Once there i just couldn't wait to get off the train. My ass was in pain, my legs ws numb and i cant feel my hands. Soon we took the ferry to the Penang Island. Once we reach there we had our breakfast (dim sum). Then we head on Darryl's grandmother house. We rested there for a moment before heading to Gurney Plaza and later to our hotel at Burmah Road. We stayed at Tune Hotel. For a low budget hotel, it was awesome. The rooms was well organise and beautifully decorated. I am please with there service. It was also convenient as it was near to 7-Eleven. For lunch we ate at New World Park Penang, hte food there was good and affordable. As for night, time we head to Batu Feringgi. We enjoy the night walk there. We bought a few nice things too haha.... As for dinner we ate at a hawker stand. Thats is all for the first day.

Man on a mission....

SPM is over and i have many things to accomplish. There are many matter i have to settle in my to do list. I have to accomplish it no matter what it takes. I am determine to do so as i am inspired by something. Haha...

I will get through it. That is a promise to myself and i never go back on my words...

Victim of an unfortunate event...

Well SPM is finally over and i am finally free at last. Yesterday I went to Lot 10 with my friends to enjoy ourselves at Shabu One (steamboat Buffet). We all had a blast. We laugh our asses of too. I was indeed a memorable event. What make it more memorable was that i was pick pocketed on the was back to Kepong Sentral form KL Sentral in the KTM. I didn't even notice that my wallet was missing until got out of the train at Kepong Sentral. The condition of the train was indeed very packed and full of people. I couldn't even breath right in the train. Every exchange at the station, people move in and out from the entrance, maybe that's when my wallet got taken out from my pocket.

I lost about RM80 and my most important item that i lost is my IC. Haiz... i have to renew everything i lost. All my membership in clubs, etc. This will definitely be an unforgettable experience. I wont blame anyone for this but myself. I am the one who is not alert and observant enough. I also wont blame that person. At first, yes i am very mad at that person for doing this. But as time passes and i think deep into the matter. it is no point blaming that person. I am sure that the person also doesn't to steal form people fora living. Maybe he steal because he got financial problem. He need to feed his family. He need to support them. Is just that he cannot accomplish his responsibilities properly. So in the end he has no choice but to do it.

Maybe is also god's will. He arrange this happening because off my wrong doings in the pass. He wants to punish me for my wrong doings. So this is what i get form all my wrong doings. But i must say that this punishment really knock me off. I will never let my guard down from this moment. I will take extra precaution in every step i take no matter what i do.

Lastly my message to everyone, take care of your belongings. They will always find a way to take it away from you. No matter where are you heading to, whether you are alone or with a group of friends, never ever look down and take this matter lightly. Even though you are in a big group and you feel safe, it is still not good enough to prevent it form happening. They actually prefer it that way. They find it more easy to steal form you.

Never... ever...ever, let your guard down. I am a victim of this and people say i am very observant and always serious in my life. So take good care of yourself and your belongings.

Last day Of Pecutan...

Friday was the last day of pecutan. Well went you hear the word pecutan, mostly students wont even attend this program. Although it is the last day, nothing special happen. All is still the usual same. I just spend time talking and taking pictures. Haha...

There is a very important message to all absentees of 5 meranti students.

1. Pls make sure u have pass up your slip (last page of the SPM schedule)
2. Make sure u are present to school on the next FRIDAY to get your SPM slip and to arrange the tables for the examination.

Giving Up....

There are two matter now that i feel like given up. One of them is my dream. I feel like giving up because i don't have the confident to accomplish it and i know i don't have the abilities to make it reality. But the fact is you would know until someone try. To me, try it I think would be a waste of time. To have a dream for such a long time is such a pain, seeing that it could not be accomplish. So many the stanza that, 'dreams come true'. Is a fake after all.

Another matter is that i am ready to give up. However when i make up my mind, it seems that a glimpse of hope suddenly appear pledging me not to give up so soon. Asking me to wait a Little while longer. Wait until the time comes. Not now. Not to give up on me. I am not giving up, then why should you give up? Maybe it is just me thinking too much. That's why he four letter word matter is so confusing and frustrating. When I have decided to give up on, there is suddenly a hope for me. I have already set that i am actually maybe you all can say that i am a but naive to the matter cause i have no experience in it and i am a first-timer. So mistake do happen. Why games have to go through my mind now.

Should i give up or not? I have no idea what to do now. I have already been thinking hard on it. In addition i have other issue to settle. Why suddenly hope must appear? It should just let me forget about it, give up and let me look for another more faithed to me. Why must this happen to me in live.

What should I do now?

Haunted....

It has been already a few months since it happen. I still can get over it. That day was the day where i have a change towards the perspective of life. The day where i question myself, "did i do the right thing?" 'Am i a jerk?' I am only trying to help. But it looks like the helpful side of me backed me out. It seems to be that i am actually hurting that person rather than fixing the problem. May be is because i am not good at making decisions. Decisions all come i a good and a bad manner. If u made a good one, then that is good. But if u make the wrong one then maybe u will end up being like me now. I am still felling the after math of it. I am sure that person is still feeling it to. I don't know whether i am right or wrong...... Maybe helping that person ended in a suffering for me. I still fell the cold stare of it.

When will it end?
When will i get over it?
When will the condition go back before it happen?

Only time can tell, but time doesn't speak. We can only hear the ticking sound of the clock, indicating that time is passing away as we speak. So i can only hope and pray.
Wishing that things will go back to the way it used to be.

Happiness...

Is been a long time since i have updated my blog. There is nothing for me to write lately and i don't know what to write either. Lately i am working my ass off cause i am having my trials. Everyday i am surrounded by walls of books. Is like i am in the 'Great Wall of Books'. Well my trials are going quite well except for two subjects. I don't want to say which subject.

Well what do you all think about happiness. As for i know that happiness is not easy to find or obtain. There are many factors that can lead to a person happiness. There way of happiness is for certain is very different with every person breathing in this planet. A simply definition would be something that would make a person happy and put a smile on his or her face. As i found out that many people don't appreciate the happiness that there are having now until it is taken away. After that happiness is taken away, then only they feel something is missing in life. Something not complete in their live. They don't realise what they have now are happiness for other people and others who wish to have.

For an example you need someone to talk, to tell out your feelings inside that is aching inside... You need a friend. But you may longer be friends with him or her because of something and now you don't have that friend you wish to talk to. You realise that, you have lost a great friend. There is now a gap in your heart which was once fill with happiness with your friends. Memories that you cherish the most. Even when you a are sad and crying, a simple soft and warm tissue paper can cheer you up and put a smile on the face. You will be thinking what on earth am i crying for. Thinking back on the silly behaviour. That silliness will make some smile and have the courage to stand back up.

I know this is a very complex topic and i think i barely know what am i writing today. I think i can understand what am i writing. LOL..

Anyway i urge all the people to cherish all the things you have in life. Appreciate every minute and every second of it. You would never know when you will loose it and when you do. It is already to late for that.

BIO test Changes

I just got a news that the chapters coming out for this exam for Bio paper has changed cause teacher has change the paper last minute.

So the following are the new chapters coming out for paper 2:

1.Cell Structure
2.Coordination and Response
3.Photosynthesis
4.Cell Division
5.Nutrition
6.Transportation In Plants
7.Reproduction
8.Endangered Ecosystem
9.Chemical Composition In Cell

So to all SMK Bandar Sri Damansara (2) who are taking Bio examination nest week to look into this and spread the news to all students. Don't be selfish, spread this news out!

Thank You.

Breaking Point...

I am about to reach my breaking point. I am indeed tired and I want to stop doing all this work, but I know that it is only for a few more weeks and all it will be gone. I enjoy doing all this but it is time for me to give it a rest and let it go permanently but sadly I heard that I am suppose reclaim something I once had let go cause the plan was not going well. I don't want to bear the responsibility again as i am tires and i want to give it a rest for now. I will like to continue once my SPM is over, of that i am certain. Today i see a gloomy person. This person can say to have a physiological effect due to the power of language. If you don't understand is okay. But I am sure that some of you know what i am talking about. Poor thing... He did give it all his best. I could only wish that matters can go back before it happen to it. Go back to the way before. Even i was not myself today. Me myself feeling stress out and gloomy. I have many things in my hands and on my shoulders which i have yet to settle. This morning I receive another task to complete and to accomplish to perfection. I feel gloomy cause maybe is because that incident. It look small but to me is no small matter.

Anyway, it was solve later. I am glad that it was solve. At first after it was solve I feel awkward sounding. Anyway even before it was solve I have this awkward moment. With my courage I did sound in the end and I am glad i did so. I know that in the mind of that person is full of question after today incident. I try talking and comforting.... but I don't know how much it will work. It seems like tears were about to drip and roll of but yet again i know you are a strong person mentally and spiritually. What had happen... had happen. We cannot control it. It is all in the pass now although it is only for a small fracture of time. We cannot change it cause is already in the pass. What we can only do is to live through it and to learn from it.

Happenings....

A lot has been happening revolving me in the daily basis. There are too many until i don't know where to begin with. For what i know that this will be a very stress full month. With exams just around the corner and I have to divide my time for studies and conducting the badminton competition in school. I know this wont be easy. There were many positive and negative feedback through the process of planing. I did not take it easily cause it was quite harsh.

I hope I can balance it out before is too late...
There are no secrets to success. It is the result of preparation, hard work and learning form failure. - Colin Powell, 1937

Holidays...

It has been a very boring holiday so far. Got nothing to do that can grab my interest. Currently there are no nice programs to watch on the Tv. I plan to go out with my friends but fail. So what i do at home? Well i only online, study, eat and play basketball only. Now i everyday also play basketball cause i really got nothing to do and i don't want to stay lock up in the house all the time. I am a very outdoor person not an indoor type that stare at books or the computer screen all day. I have to go out to the surrounding to get the breeze and see the environment. But lately the weather is a killer due to the El Nino effect and the haze that are coming out lately really make the weather even worst. Playing basketball everyday is also part of my training cause i enter a competition in school and i don't want to upset my team.

Other than that i really don't know what to do. Reading books i am already doing it. I am currently reading a thriller novel by Jeffery Deaver. He is really a good writer. He really gets your adrenaline pumping in your body leading to the increase of yours body metabolic rate. I am like talking about Bio already "Hormone". My holidays are pretty dull. Apart of doing all these i mainly spend my time thinking of the problems i may or will face. Thinking about the past and the great times i have with my friends. Mainly i just think about...... I leave that for you to figure that out.

There is another 3 more days for me to enjoy the holidays later went school reopens i will be a very busy man again with more challenges and more brick wall to climb through or rather break through. Live is full of challenges and obstacle that was make us such great people.

There is a saying that proper fingers doesn't make good chefs. Why? Because a good chefs will suffer many burns on his or her fingers in the experience of cooking good food and not to mention many cuts on their fingers. There are also burns for the splattering of hot oil. So people who goes through rough times and tide will be a successful person in the future and failure in the process is a process of learning and that will make us an even better person...

Scars...

What are scares? To some people scars are just a hideous thing on the body and it is not removable. It is there forever to haunt over life's and to remind us what we have done. I believe that every scar tells a story in our live and every scars has a piece of history about us. What is that story about? Well is about how we got that scar in the first place. Is it a accident or it is done purposely. Some say i cant remember how it got there. To me i just think that they are avoiding it. They scars that we get are from the mistakes that we did and the people did. Actually why must we suffer for the wrong doing of others. I think there is no answer for the question. Scars remind us all about our pass. Each has it's own story and shape. To remind us not to repeat the pass.

But no all scars are bad. Some scars lead us back to happy memories. Some make us laugh thinking back all the stupid things we did before. Some make us realise that how silly and immature we are in the pass. The scars are the ones that make us stronger in live. These are the ones that will both haunt and reminds us of who we are and what we have done to deserve whether is bad or good.

Well not all scars are visible. Some are just hiding inside of us not wanting to show out. These will only bring sorrow to live. These scars are the aftermath of a fight,argument ,relationship and etc... Some of these scars can be heal through time and maybe not. Some after a period of time the wound is still there, open can not be closed to recover and later turn into a scar and later disappear or it will be there as a reminder.

The scars reminds us that the pass in real...
Appreciate what you have now.
Never stop trying in life.
There is always a way in life.
Death is not an option in life.

Always forgive and forget...

Fun at the peak....

Went to Genting Highlands on the Saturday. It has been a long time since i went there. If i was not mistaken the last time i went there is went i was form 2 or 3. Well is nice to be there, i get to escape the scorching heat here. It is much more cooler and wind gusting along. The place will be forever packed with people. I have to que up to take part in the rides. My father drove up like as like he was drifting. You can hear the tyre sound screeching. Haha... The weather was definitely cold and windy. I think it is because it was still early in the morning when i reached there. Later in the afternoon it was much warmer.

There was one ride where i have to que up for almost an hour, but i have to say it was worth waiting. The ride is called "Space Shot". You are strap onto a chair and brought up to a height about i dont know. I just know that is super tall. Once at the top, there is a pause. Before you know it, you are been drop down and pulled back up. Something like free fall, is just that you are on a chair. I wonder how many G Force am i experiencing on the way down.

On the way back i visited the Chin Swee Temple. The temple got alot of infomatioon about the after life according to chinese believe. Inside the temple also got alot of statues of the gods and the 18 immortals. I will explain about that in more detail in my next post.

XPDC (10Km)

I went for a 10km expedition on the 30th of May. Actually we the seniors are just guiding the juniors and make sure they complete the expedition in one piece. The expedition starts at tropicana school and also end at there. There are a total of 5 patrols forge from 3 schools, which are SMK Bandar Sri Damansara (2), SMK Tropicana and SMK Bandar Utama (3). I was team up with Aaron from Tropicana school to look after patrol lightning wheares YT and CD team up to look after Patrol Bolt. From Tropicana we all walk to BU11 where there is a park and the juniors have to complete a task there. Our patrol almost die. They didnt cross the road properly and almost got ran oveer by a oncoming car. From there we head to BU$ school but originally the plan was suppose to go to Central Park at 1U but they were having a function there. ON the way there they have to interview a person in the mosque located next to SJKC Puay Chai (2) but went we reach there no one was there.

After a quick rest at SMK BU4 we are told to head to SMK BU3 at Centerpoint it. Once there they must search for a poster. Once complete they we are ordered to head to Riana Green, a housing area. On the way me and my buddy found lots of cards lying on the floor belong to a lady. So we pick up her driver's license and her credit card and report it to the scouter. Later it was the last stop. The last stop is where we had started our journey. So our journey distance is 10km but have a 0 displacement. On the way there, we receive a phone call form the scouter stating that one of us have to follow him to the police station to report our findings. My buddy follow along while i continue walking with them. Maybe what we found was the victim's belongings of a snatch thieve case. In the end Patrol lightning came in first.

It was nice to relive the experience. This is my second time participating in an expedition. MY first was in Malacca for 40km. Haha the juniors were great and later got a talk... talk session.
I laugh until my stomach ache.

Karma...

Do you all believe in karma? Well i do. It is said that if you do good you will be bless and if u do bad things you will be punish for your sinful act. However lately i am loosing to this believe. I think no matter how good that person is, he or she will also have the same blessing as the ones who have done bad. So in that case why do we still need to hold on to this believe? Since no matter how good or bad you are, you are still the same. There are too much injustice in this world.

Some people say that is not that you are not bless is just that the time have not come.
Be patient and the time will come one day.
Somehow........ Somewhere.
There are too little good people in this world.
Don't let this believe form being engulf by the modern age today.

Useless....

I didn't blog for a very long time cause got exams. Well my exams are going quite well i think but better than i expected. For i am sure that i flung my history paper. I don't have a single clue what am i writing at all. Well i feel that i am a useless person. I don't dare to emit something cause for a reason of course. Is not something bad. I didn't commit any crime or any wrong doing. When people ask me i will answer no, is not true but the fact its actually true. I don't want to emit it cause i am afraid that people might talk about it and tease about that matter and i end up making someone loosing their dignity and happiness. People are already talking about it. If they know about it i think the matter will be worst. They will be all around me non stop, not leaving any air for me to brief.

So i will keep it to myself to the very end and will not anyone to know about it. All i can do is just let what other people like to say. I can't control what they say, a person can only pretend not to hear it or endure it. Only a number of people know about it as i trust them as my friends.

I fell so useless ,i couldn't admit it. It just shows that i don't care about it or take that matter lightly, but i do care..... really..... Is just that i have my reasons.

131=_ _ _ ...

I didn't feel like doing it but i have no choice cause the longer it gets the more trouble it will get. I know how it feels cause i have been through it both conducting it and being apart letting all the voices blast through you. I know it is not easy to accept it in this way but you lead me no choice. I also know that some will not agree in what had been said when it happen. During it happen, i flash back to the past when i was in there in your shoes...... visualising that moment. It was a very stressful event. Then i see faces of regret,sad and sorrow among them. I having a thought that someone may tear down. Thank god no...

I did it for the best of you all and to prevent an even bigger event like this that i have been through. I all of you have something that you all still not satisfied i hope you voice out to me and not go backstabbing around....

Letting Go...

I have no choice but to let go what i am currently doing. I cannot endure it anymore. The stress is just to much and unbearable. I really want to continue doing it until the end but, i guess there is just to many pressure form every aspect i am trying to do. I wish i can finish what i have started but it seem like i cant. I know that i will let some of the people down and they will think of me as an irresponsible person, but if i don't act like this i will go to a state where i will have to take medications and my future now is hanging on a thread. Everything in life sacrifices have to be made to accomplish something you need to.

I am also letting go cause i don't think i am doing a good job at it. I don't know why i felt that way. I am not doing my job properly and i think is meaningless for me to continue holding on to it. It is best to let someone who really want to do it and have the passion to do so. I am not capable on doing so anymore. I am tired and i want to focus on other aspects in my life.

I am truly sorry that i let all of you down. I have no choice but to do it. I have think over it for a very long time. I just cant take it anymore.
I am very sorry...... I truly wish to continue but i just don't know how.
I guess this is life. It is just so hard to find that point of balance in every thing you are trying to do. Sacrifices have to be made.... I hope you all can accept it.

I wish for a broader shoulders, not a lighter burden....

Problem...

My life is not going so well lately. A lot of problems had occur lately. The thing is that the problems i have is maybe because i think too much. Is so hard to balance it life now. Got so many things to do but got so little time. Haiz... life would be so much easier without problems. I am having problems in all corners of life.

People say i think too much until i give problems to myself. But if don't think then how am i going to solve the problem. Yet when i think another problem occurs. I cant just sit back and pretend nothing has happen before cause that is just not me.

Hmm... when i see something i feel like avoiding it, but i don't know what is the reason i do so. I didn't feel like i did something wrong but i just don't know why i have an urge to avoid when i see it. I feel so strange cause it never happen to me before in my life. I also tend to keep my problems to myself, don't know why also....

What to do.... What to say?

I know that there were a lot of changes happen after it happen. On the very first day at school you look and stare at me differently. When i talk to you, you completely ignore me. I also didn't wish for it to happen. If possible i don't want it to happen at all but still it happen and there is nothing i can do about it. I tried to prevent it but it is just not enough. I know what i did about back-stabbing is wrong. Is just that going head on with him is very hard in addition to his raging anger that could come anytime under certain topics. What had happen already happen and i cant turn the clock back. All i can do is just let it be a lesson to all of us in the future. I even try to bring you in to prevent it but i don't want to trouble you and i am afraid that he may dislike it.

On the very last minute only i know that it happen. I was hoping and praying that it would never happen and on that day it seems that my pray work but later i realised that i was wrong. After that incident i know that you will have a lot of disagreement and question u want to ask so plan to do an explanation so you will be more clear. You answer no need to, i am fine. I know that deep down inside you want to so much "How could you do this to him?" Now when you see me, you don't even dare to look at me nor greet me. I don't blame you considering what you assume the thinks that i have done is very wrong. I know that you now don't treat me as a friend anymore and you also don't treat me as your ____ anymore but i still treat you as a friend and my ____ Loosing a friend is very hard. Having a friend is better than a enemy. I never have a person who hate me or fell so disappointed towards me before.

Well i guess that there is always a first for everything. How our relationship is going to turn up only time can tell. I serious want to explain to you so that you can completely understand and not assume. You just need to give me the opportunity to do so. If you think that i am that kind of a person i have nothing to say.....

So..... What to do? ...... What to say?

100 thruths

001. Real Name: Chin Chee Meng
002. Nickname(s): Too many. Currently (laughing) XD...
003. Age: 17 years old
004. Horoscope: Aries
005. Male or Female: Male
006. Elementary: Chim Kindergarden
007. Middle School: SK Sri Petaling , SK Taman Bukit Maluri
008. High School: SMK BSD 2
009. College School: See my SPM results first
010. Hair colour: Black
011. Long or Short: Short
012. Loud or Quiet: Depends
013. Sweats or Jeans: Not sure
014. Phone or Camera: Phone with camera
015. Health Freak: I guess so
016. Drink or Smoke: Neither
017.Do you have a crush on someone: Yes
018. Eat or Drink: Both. Live life fullest
019. Piercings: Not planing to have one
020. Tattoos: No way
021. Social or Anti-Social: social la
022. Righty or lefty: Righty
023. First piercing: Never.......
024. First relationship: Hmm...
025. First Best Friend: Dont know how to spell his name... XD
026. First Award: 1st in the class when i'm in year 6
027. First Kiss: Havent yet
028. First Pet: Dog
029. First Big Vacation: No passport so i guess it would be at Langkawi
030. First Love at first sight: Nope...
031. First Big Birthday: 1 years old
032. First Surgery: Dont want to have one
033. First sport you joined: Badminton

This or That
034. Orange or Apple juice: Both. Healthy mah
035. Rock or Rap: Neither... pop better
036. Country or Screamo: Country..
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: Neither
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: Neither
039. Night or Day: Both, must be balance in live ^^
040. Sun or Moon: Both
041. TV or Internet: Together
042. Playstation or xbox: Playstation 3
043. Kiss or hug: Hugs..then kiss.. bah
044. Iguana or turtle: Turtle
045. Spider or bee: Dont want. Both poisonous
046. Fall or spring: Sprimg
047. Limewire or iTunes: iTunes
048. Soccer or baseball: Nither...basketball/badminton

Currently
049. Eating: No
050. Drinking: Ribena
051. Excitement level: 55% i think
052. I’m about to: Thinking of someone....
053. Listening to: Chinese songs
054. Plan for today: To Sleep her
055. Waiting for: SPM to be over....
056. Energy Level: 77% a lot of stress...
057. Thinking of someone: haha..
058. Want kids?: Not now
059. Want to get married?: Not ow also
060. When?: When i am fated to be.
061. How many kids do you want: No idea...see first
062. Any name on the mind: Yeah.... ^^
063. What did you want to be when you were little: Doctor, to give people a new hope of living andto be a better person
064. Careers in mind: Doctor
065. Mellow future or wild: Huh???
066. Something you would never try: Hurt others people feelings
067. When do you want to die: when it's time...

Which is the better in the boy/girl you like (in the future)
068. Lips or Eyes: Eyes
069. Romantic or Funny?: Romantic and funny
070. Shorter or Taller?: Not too short not too tall
071. Protective or Caring?: Caring^^
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: Romantic
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: Prefer nice arms
074. Sensitive or Loud?: err..not loud nor sensitive
075. Hook-up or Relationship?: relationship
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: neither
077. Muscular or normal: normal
078. Kissed a stranger: No
079. Broken a bone: Nah
080. Lost glasses or contacts: nope
081. Ran away from home: no
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: no
083. Killed somebody: no
084. Broken someone’s heart: I think so i did..
085. Had your heart broken: Erm..ya.. sobs
086. Been arrested: no
087. Cried when someone died: No,no one close to me pass away yet
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: Ya..

Do you believe in
089. Yourself: Yes
090. Miracles: Yeaps
091. Love at first sight: Not Really
092. Heaven: Ya
093. Santa Claus: Use to
094. Tooth Fairy: No
095. Kiss in the first date: No
096. Angels: Not sure.....

Answer Truthfully
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?: Yes..
098. Are you seriously happy with where you’re in life now?: Suppose so...
099. Do you believe in God?: Yup
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.

10 people that i would like to tag.....
01) Bernice
02) Jayanti
03) Eugene
04) Yong tick
05) Chok Dong
06) Travis
07) Fern
08) Derick
09) Meng yee
10) Jen Weng

Random......

Hmm.... is been a long time since i blog cause i am really busy and cause i don't know what to write. Anyway the month of April is another busy month. When i got a lot of work to do, i am busy and i got lot of stress but when i am free and got nothing to do i feel bored. Haiz...
Nothing interesting happen in my live. My live is just full of problem waiting for me to solve and to unravel the truth. School was usual. Is just that me and my pals help teacher a lot lately to carry chairs and tables. "Teacher my tau fu fa leh"........ XD. Joking la. Teacher already agree to give the den back to us, so is worth all the hardwork working for him.

Lately i and in a realm of Rubik's cube fantasy. Started playing like last week and i was addicted to it. I have to play everyday to improve myself.... Got competition mah... Heard of one very sad case about it. I don't want to say it here... I just know for myself is good enough. Next week got camp leh, so i will be buzzing like a bee again. Everything i do is like in a rush. So many things to do but so little time. SPM is inching closer and closer...... must prepare liao.

Lastly, i will wait for you.......

Yesterday.....

I did something that i never think that i would have done. After thinking for a very long time and considering for quite some time i finally decided to do it. Took many sleepless night to think through it. I am glad that i did it cause not doing it make me very 'sum fu' le and i scared i will loose the opportunity. So in the end i found the courage and i did it not knowing what will the outcome will be. It turn out better than i have expected. Sometimes maybe i just think to much bah...... So i have cross out in my top to do list and i can focus on other matters.... and i don't want to start it now cause now is not the right time. Now i just want to get through SPM and complete my tasks that i have in clubs and unit beruniform. The post that i obtain is not easy to handle as i face many challenges and pressure. This always stress me out

Lastly i would like to say thank you to my friends who support me and had advice me through out my difficulty. Without your advice and time i don't think that i would solve it so quickly.

So..... Arigatou Atou-san and 'Deliah'
LOL.......

Now i will just be patient and wait till the time is right.........
Whatever the out come is in the end i will accept it...
and it is worth waiting and doing it.....

E.U day two.........

Friday was an even more busy day than Thursday. There were more cases of muscle cramp due to too much production of lactic acid in the muscle. Fainting out in the field was cause by the athletes pushing their body to the limit, making their heart pump faster, over working their muscles and finally causing the body to go to Anaerobic Respiration state. Now like talking Biology. LOL. Early in the morning there nothing much to do just double checking the F.A.K (first aid kit) before heading out to the field and getting ready the stretcher. Later then only head out the field. We separated into two teams and begin our duty. First were only minor injuries like minor muscle cramps and the athletes falling down after finishing the race just to catch their breath.

There was this boy who is furious cause the teacher give him wrong info and he run and extra round. So what he did was he just took out the counter pain cream and used finish it by applying on his legs and passing on to his friends. We try to consult him but in return he scolded him. I was like what the $%#&. That arrogant little bastard. After the case all hell break loose. More and more girls start to fain tin the field and their muscle cramps were very serious and they have to be stretchered out off the field. There were even not enough stretcher to carry so many patients so some off us have to carry them. The condition in the recovery room was like a race track. All the first aider trying to stabilise the patients condition. In the end we manage to stabilise everyone and they walk out off the room happily.

I heard that on Tuesday there will be 1500m. So to all first aiders be prepared cause it will be another even more hectic day that the pervious.

E.U (Emergency Unit)

You think i am talking about the new Cantonese police drama then you are wrong. I am talking about being the first aider in school today. My duty is like the E.U just that I don't have to hold guns and fight crime. We have to act fast and bring the patient to a neutral stand. I thought it will be quite easy being a first aider, guess i was wrong. It is not easy actually due to the many factors such as the cooperation of the students and crowd control. Sometimes they are just hard headed and don't want to listen to us first aiders especially one particular person. That guy really burn me up and those darn students drank our water supply. That water supply is for those for are injured and need water desperately.

This is the first that the scouts and the red crescents are working together and i have to say that we make up a good team in first aiding. I enjoyed working with them and they all are really nice people. I hope that in future this relationship will continue going on. So me and my pals stretcher out around 5 people from the field and to the recovery room and treated more then 10++ case of muscle cramp and cuts. I admire the athletes courage and spirit towards sports. They will risk their health condition just to finish the run although they know that they cant win. This is what i call good sportsmanship. Most of them will collapsed once they cross the finish line. Every category of the race there will sure be one who will get injured.

Tomorrow will be another busy day cause i am on duty again. Now my legs are in pain cause i think is due to the long hours of standing in the field. Anyway is worth it, able to save people from pain and when they say thank you and their expression that they really appreciate it all make the hard work pays off.

Tomorrow i will be doing the same thing.......

Escape form Ceramah

Friday.... school got ceramah. The ceramah was damn boring. Luckily i and my few friends manage to escape the seminar thanks to Potassium Hydoxide. First i and Mei yee went to the lab to ask for work. Then she ask her to mark the diagnostick test paper for the form 1. Their answer are very funny. They write strange and unlogical answers. Later Yt and Chock Dong joined in. We then mark the test papers for the from 1 science paper 1 and paper 2. Their answers were hilarious too. Imagine the qustion asked name a apparatus to measure mass and the answer is durian. LOL. I laugh untill my stomach ache.

I enjoy marking those papers. There was a mutualism connection. Both party benefit. Me and my friends get to skip the boring seminar wheares Potassium Hydroxide get her job done faster.

Confusion.......

I have a lot of question in my mind playing with my taughts. The more i think about it the less i understand the question and answer to the question fade deeper into the abyss. The answer to the question cant be answer even u ask a professor in a university. The question is not a equation where you can get the answer by applying a formula and punching a calculator. The answer to the question i seek is not one but many. So far that is the only part i solve in my quest to solve the questions. I am not ready to share the question to anyone yet as i am not ready and i fear that the worst might come. I fear that the question will spread like a pandemic virus.

I think the only time and time itself can solve my question. I try to share it with someone, but i dare not to voice it out as if my voice box was numb. Everyday i search for a logical reason and explanation to the question but so far is a big zero. Even during sleep i think about it. Why must the question appear now? Why couldn't it appear later or the years before. How am i going to solve it? It is driving me insane just trying to solve it. I try not thinking about it, but is just impossible. My nerves will just generate it over and over again. I even try blocking it for a moment by doing some activities that needed a lot of concentration but it doesn't help much.

Sooner or later i will have to share my question in order to solve it.
For now i just have to let time do its job and i have to choose wisely who to share with.

By the Way......... Happy Valentine's Day to all.

A Hectic month......

What a hectic month for me in the new year. I don't think that i will be free until my SPM. There are so many things to do once school reopen. Teacher's are starting to give lots of homework and i have to do it late until the night. Then i have to settle and plan for scouts camp. Being the secetary of a organisation is not easy to do. Running up and down from the class to the office just to see the teacher and to discuss with her on how to solve the problem. In the middle of the month my school have a road run and the scouts volunteer to help in being the first aider. Again i and my friends have to seek teacher and talk with her over the matter. After school i have meetings then followed by tuition. Go to much meeting parents scold. Don't go for the meeting then i am not responsible. Suddenly the teachers give so many projects. the biggest one is the sivik project. Have to do a cempen about popularity and vanity. There later come Chinese New Year, have to clean the house and make arrow head chips. I always have top move quickly no rest at all. I now must have a sense of urgency or not i will fall behind.

Today at school discuss a interesting topics about the red crescents onhow they tereated us scouts during the road run. They taught that we are taking over their job but actually we are just giving a helping hand. They also have some problem about their organisation so i gave a few advice. They want to use it or not is up to them. Dont want to say much about them, later got some controversial between us.

I cant even have a nice and decent meal now. Dinner and lunch are now prep very early since my sister is in afternoon school. So the food are cold and doesn't taste as good before. The worst is that i have to eat super fast. Koko haven't start yet. Once it has start i will be even be more busy.

A New Year... A New Begining...

Say Good Bye to the year of 2008 and welcome the year of 2009. No matter the year of 2008 is a good or a bad year for some. It is all in the past now. Let all of our wrong doings be a lesson for us and kept as an experiences as for the good times we remember it as cherish that moment.

As for me is the year that i have to face my SPM and the end for my scouting journey, but i hope it will not end so soon. The journey to accept new knowledge will never rest as the test haunt us to test what we learn and understand for two years.

A very Happy New Year to all my friends!!!

New Year Countdown at The Curve.

Yesterday me, Eugene, Amy, Fern, Mei Yee, Bok Chee, Jeremy and Tan yun jin went to the curve to welcome the of 2009. It was a well worth experience as i never celebrated new year with my friends. So we reach The Curve at around 4pm to avoid a terrible traffic jam. There we spent our time walking around at the BORDERS, then have a break. Later moved on to Pet Safari where we met Jeremy and Bok chee.

Before going for the movies, The Spirit we had dinner at Kim and Gary Restaurant. The food was great. Outside the restaurant was two people that keep looking at us. One of them was actually Eugene and Mei yee's primary friend that just came back from Australia. There is a very funny part during that scene. Is too hard to explain in typing it. LOL. After filling up our empty stomach then we headed to Cineleisurer. The road was packed and filled with people all eager to bring in a new year. The movie The Spirit......... I would have to say the worst movie i have ever watch in my live. The movie does not even have a story line and the character in the movie are all crazy especially The Octopus and Plaster. I don't know why they will go act on this movie. The producers are crazy to produce such a low graded film. Anyway after the film we went out to the streets where the countdown party was. There were performances by local artists and dancers.

We bought a few can of spray and started spraying at one another. It was fun. Save a few cans for later after the fireworks. Strangers were spraying at anyone they see. The minute before midnight we started counting down to put the pass of year 2008. At midnight sharp a 15 minutes off fireworks light up the dark sky. When the fireworks display finish...... The spraying continues on and on and on. Later try to get out as soon as possible to avoid the jam and make sure we put our seat belt on. Don't want to be greeted by a policeman on the first day of the year.

And one more thing..... Tan you coward. You ran away and said u will return. Instead you hide in your hotel room and watch from the above. You were scared to get sprayed......