Letting Go...

I have no choice but to let go what i am currently doing. I cannot endure it anymore. The stress is just to much and unbearable. I really want to continue doing it until the end but, i guess there is just to many pressure form every aspect i am trying to do. I wish i can finish what i have started but it seem like i cant. I know that i will let some of the people down and they will think of me as an irresponsible person, but if i don't act like this i will go to a state where i will have to take medications and my future now is hanging on a thread. Everything in life sacrifices have to be made to accomplish something you need to.

I am also letting go cause i don't think i am doing a good job at it. I don't know why i felt that way. I am not doing my job properly and i think is meaningless for me to continue holding on to it. It is best to let someone who really want to do it and have the passion to do so. I am not capable on doing so anymore. I am tired and i want to focus on other aspects in my life.

I am truly sorry that i let all of you down. I have no choice but to do it. I have think over it for a very long time. I just cant take it anymore.
I am very sorry...... I truly wish to continue but i just don't know how.
I guess this is life. It is just so hard to find that point of balance in every thing you are trying to do. Sacrifices have to be made.... I hope you all can accept it.

I wish for a broader shoulders, not a lighter burden....