Useless....

I didn't blog for a very long time cause got exams. Well my exams are going quite well i think but better than i expected. For i am sure that i flung my history paper. I don't have a single clue what am i writing at all. Well i feel that i am a useless person. I don't dare to emit something cause for a reason of course. Is not something bad. I didn't commit any crime or any wrong doing. When people ask me i will answer no, is not true but the fact its actually true. I don't want to emit it cause i am afraid that people might talk about it and tease about that matter and i end up making someone loosing their dignity and happiness. People are already talking about it. If they know about it i think the matter will be worst. They will be all around me non stop, not leaving any air for me to brief.

So i will keep it to myself to the very end and will not anyone to know about it. All i can do is just let what other people like to say. I can't control what they say, a person can only pretend not to hear it or endure it. Only a number of people know about it as i trust them as my friends.

I fell so useless ,i couldn't admit it. It just shows that i don't care about it or take that matter lightly, but i do care..... really..... Is just that i have my reasons.