It has been already a few months since it happen. I still can get over it. That day was the day where i have a change towards the perspective of life. The day where i question myself, "did i do the right thing?" 'Am i a jerk?' I am only trying to help. But it looks like the helpful side of me backed me out. It seems to be that i am actually hurting that person rather than fixing the problem. May be is because i am not good at making decisions. Decisions all come i a good and a bad manner. If u made a good one, then that is good. But if u make the wrong one then maybe u will end up being like me now. I am still felling the after math of it. I am sure that person is still feeling it to. I don't know whether i am right or wrong...... Maybe helping that person ended in a suffering for me. I still fell the cold stare of it.
When will it end?
When will i get over it?
When will the condition go back before it happen?
Only time can tell, but time doesn't speak. We can only hear the ticking sound of the clock, indicating that time is passing away as we speak. So i can only hope and pray.
Wishing that things will go back to the way it used to be.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Happiness...
Is been a long time since i have updated my blog. There is nothing for me to write lately and i don't know what to write either. Lately i am working my ass off cause i am having my trials. Everyday i am surrounded by walls of books. Is like i am in the 'Great Wall of Books'. Well my trials are going quite well except for two subjects. I don't want to say which subject.
Well what do you all think about happiness. As for i know that happiness is not easy to find or obtain. There are many factors that can lead to a person happiness. There way of happiness is for certain is very different with every person breathing in this planet. A simply definition would be something that would make a person happy and put a smile on his or her face. As i found out that many people don't appreciate the happiness that there are having now until it is taken away. After that happiness is taken away, then only they feel something is missing in life. Something not complete in their live. They don't realise what they have now are happiness for other people and others who wish to have.
For an example you need someone to talk, to tell out your feelings inside that is aching inside... You need a friend. But you may longer be friends with him or her because of something and now you don't have that friend you wish to talk to. You realise that, you have lost a great friend. There is now a gap in your heart which was once fill with happiness with your friends. Memories that you cherish the most. Even when you a are sad and crying, a simple soft and warm tissue paper can cheer you up and put a smile on the face. You will be thinking what on earth am i crying for. Thinking back on the silly behaviour. That silliness will make some smile and have the courage to stand back up.
I know this is a very complex topic and i think i barely know what am i writing today. I think i can understand what am i writing. LOL..
Anyway i urge all the people to cherish all the things you have in life. Appreciate every minute and every second of it. You would never know when you will loose it and when you do. It is already to late for that.
Well what do you all think about happiness. As for i know that happiness is not easy to find or obtain. There are many factors that can lead to a person happiness. There way of happiness is for certain is very different with every person breathing in this planet. A simply definition would be something that would make a person happy and put a smile on his or her face. As i found out that many people don't appreciate the happiness that there are having now until it is taken away. After that happiness is taken away, then only they feel something is missing in life. Something not complete in their live. They don't realise what they have now are happiness for other people and others who wish to have.
For an example you need someone to talk, to tell out your feelings inside that is aching inside... You need a friend. But you may longer be friends with him or her because of something and now you don't have that friend you wish to talk to. You realise that, you have lost a great friend. There is now a gap in your heart which was once fill with happiness with your friends. Memories that you cherish the most. Even when you a are sad and crying, a simple soft and warm tissue paper can cheer you up and put a smile on the face. You will be thinking what on earth am i crying for. Thinking back on the silly behaviour. That silliness will make some smile and have the courage to stand back up.
I know this is a very complex topic and i think i barely know what am i writing today. I think i can understand what am i writing. LOL..
Anyway i urge all the people to cherish all the things you have in life. Appreciate every minute and every second of it. You would never know when you will loose it and when you do. It is already to late for that.
Saturday, September 5, 2009
BIO test Changes
I just got a news that the chapters coming out for this exam for Bio paper has changed cause teacher has change the paper last minute.
So the following are the new chapters coming out for paper 2:
1.Cell Structure
2.Coordination and Response
3.Photosynthesis
4.Cell Division
5.Nutrition
6.Transportation In Plants
7.Reproduction
8.Endangered Ecosystem
9.Chemical Composition In Cell
So to all SMK Bandar Sri Damansara (2) who are taking Bio examination nest week to look into this and spread the news to all students. Don't be selfish, spread this news out!
Thank You.
So the following are the new chapters coming out for paper 2:
1.Cell Structure
2.Coordination and Response
3.Photosynthesis
4.Cell Division
5.Nutrition
6.Transportation In Plants
7.Reproduction
8.Endangered Ecosystem
9.Chemical Composition In Cell
So to all SMK Bandar Sri Damansara (2) who are taking Bio examination nest week to look into this and spread the news to all students. Don't be selfish, spread this news out!
Thank You.
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