It has been already a few months since it happen. I still can get over it. That day was the day where i have a change towards the perspective of life. The day where i question myself, "did i do the right thing?" 'Am i a jerk?' I am only trying to help. But it looks like the helpful side of me backed me out. It seems to be that i am actually hurting that person rather than fixing the problem. May be is because i am not good at making decisions. Decisions all come i a good and a bad manner. If u made a good one, then that is good. But if u make the wrong one then maybe u will end up being like me now. I am still felling the after math of it. I am sure that person is still feeling it to. I don't know whether i am right or wrong...... Maybe helping that person ended in a suffering for me. I still fell the cold stare of it.
When will it end?
When will i get over it?
When will the condition go back before it happen?
Only time can tell, but time doesn't speak. We can only hear the ticking sound of the clock, indicating that time is passing away as we speak. So i can only hope and pray.
Wishing that things will go back to the way it used to be.
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