Saturday, February 28, 2009

Escape form Ceramah

Friday.... school got ceramah. The ceramah was damn boring. Luckily i and my few friends manage to escape the seminar thanks to Potassium Hydoxide. First i and Mei yee went to the lab to ask for work. Then she ask her to mark the diagnostick test paper for the form 1. Their answer are very funny. They write strange and unlogical answers. Later Yt and Chock Dong joined in. We then mark the test papers for the from 1 science paper 1 and paper 2. Their answers were hilarious too. Imagine the qustion asked name a apparatus to measure mass and the answer is durian. LOL. I laugh untill my stomach ache.

I enjoy marking those papers. There was a mutualism connection. Both party benefit. Me and my friends get to skip the boring seminar wheares Potassium Hydroxide get her job done faster.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Confusion.......

I have a lot of question in my mind playing with my taughts. The more i think about it the less i understand the question and answer to the question fade deeper into the abyss. The answer to the question cant be answer even u ask a professor in a university. The question is not a equation where you can get the answer by applying a formula and punching a calculator. The answer to the question i seek is not one but many. So far that is the only part i solve in my quest to solve the questions. I am not ready to share the question to anyone yet as i am not ready and i fear that the worst might come. I fear that the question will spread like a pandemic virus.

I think the only time and time itself can solve my question. I try to share it with someone, but i dare not to voice it out as if my voice box was numb. Everyday i search for a logical reason and explanation to the question but so far is a big zero. Even during sleep i think about it. Why must the question appear now? Why couldn't it appear later or the years before. How am i going to solve it? It is driving me insane just trying to solve it. I try not thinking about it, but is just impossible. My nerves will just generate it over and over again. I even try blocking it for a moment by doing some activities that needed a lot of concentration but it doesn't help much.

Sooner or later i will have to share my question in order to solve it.
For now i just have to let time do its job and i have to choose wisely who to share with.

By the Way......... Happy Valentine's Day to all.