There are two matter now that i feel like given up. One of them is my dream. I feel like giving up because i don't have the confident to accomplish it and i know i don't have the abilities to make it reality. But the fact is you would know until someone try. To me, try it I think would be a waste of time. To have a dream for such a long time is such a pain, seeing that it could not be accomplish. So many the stanza that, 'dreams come true'. Is a fake after all.
Another matter is that i am ready to give up. However when i make up my mind, it seems that a glimpse of hope suddenly appear pledging me not to give up so soon. Asking me to wait a Little while longer. Wait until the time comes. Not now. Not to give up on me. I am not giving up, then why should you give up? Maybe it is just me thinking too much. That's why he four letter word matter is so confusing and frustrating. When I have decided to give up on, there is suddenly a hope for me. I have already set that i am actually maybe you all can say that i am a but naive to the matter cause i have no experience in it and i am a first-timer. So mistake do happen. Why games have to go through my mind now.
Should i give up or not? I have no idea what to do now. I have already been thinking hard on it. In addition i have other issue to settle. Why suddenly hope must appear? It should just let me forget about it, give up and let me look for another more faithed to me. Why must this happen to me in live.
What should I do now?
