Breaking Point...

I am about to reach my breaking point. I am indeed tired and I want to stop doing all this work, but I know that it is only for a few more weeks and all it will be gone. I enjoy doing all this but it is time for me to give it a rest and let it go permanently but sadly I heard that I am suppose reclaim something I once had let go cause the plan was not going well. I don't want to bear the responsibility again as i am tires and i want to give it a rest for now. I will like to continue once my SPM is over, of that i am certain. Today i see a gloomy person. This person can say to have a physiological effect due to the power of language. If you don't understand is okay. But I am sure that some of you know what i am talking about. Poor thing... He did give it all his best. I could only wish that matters can go back before it happen to it. Go back to the way before. Even i was not myself today. Me myself feeling stress out and gloomy. I have many things in my hands and on my shoulders which i have yet to settle. This morning I receive another task to complete and to accomplish to perfection. I feel gloomy cause maybe is because that incident. It look small but to me is no small matter.

Anyway, it was solve later. I am glad that it was solve. At first after it was solve I feel awkward sounding. Anyway even before it was solve I have this awkward moment. With my courage I did sound in the end and I am glad i did so. I know that in the mind of that person is full of question after today incident. I try talking and comforting.... but I don't know how much it will work. It seems like tears were about to drip and roll of but yet again i know you are a strong person mentally and spiritually. What had happen... had happen. We cannot control it. It is all in the pass now although it is only for a small fracture of time. We cannot change it cause is already in the pass. What we can only do is to live through it and to learn from it.

Happenings....

A lot has been happening revolving me in the daily basis. There are too many until i don't know where to begin with. For what i know that this will be a very stress full month. With exams just around the corner and I have to divide my time for studies and conducting the badminton competition in school. I know this wont be easy. There were many positive and negative feedback through the process of planing. I did not take it easily cause it was quite harsh.

I hope I can balance it out before is too late...
There are no secrets to success. It is the result of preparation, hard work and learning form failure. - Colin Powell, 1937