Update...

It has been a really long time since i have updated my blog. The reasons are my time is always pack since i am now i college and i have to pick one of the hardest course in the word to study. Haiz... Anyway this course is really hard i have to admit it. Even i cant barely keep up with the syllabus. I mean seriously is just too much to learn for a 2 year course cramped into 1 and a half year and not to mention minus the days of holidays. After that will leave my maybe about a year to learn everything and to complete my A2. Sighs.....

I am definitely not enjoying this year as much as the previous. I am always stressful, results are bad even though i study, the lecture try to kill us with exam question which i don't think so is practical. Then there is also to balance the time between studies and entertainment. I miss my friends. I seldom hang out with them, not as often as the previous years since we are all busy with college and other stuff.

Another matter is i think i have gone through it. I can finally put the pass behind hat very incident that clouded my mind up till now, i think i can finally forget about it. However there is a feeling inside me that i want to know about it. Maybe it is just not the right time and when the time has come maybe then i will get this golden opportunity to start it. Form there i will see how it goes.