It Has Ended With A FULL STOP [.]

It has ended with a full stop. To be happy or sad? I do not know how to be. What will happen next to me? Only god know that answer. I shall wait patiently for what will awaits me in the mere future. I shall not dwell in the pass any more. As it was pleasant with the company i had before it ended. I am not lost nor depressed nor happy. It is a feeling i cannot describe in words. You must go through it to understand how i feel now. However i doubt that any people in this world have done what i have done before it ended. It seems that the time is not short nor long. I knew that this will happen from the beginning before i start and it didn't ended with a BANG, which i am grateful as i already brace myself. So as a precaution i didn't expect much form it. However, i just enjoy the moment i had. It is a great memory to cherish and to flash back As the memories of that time are sheer joy. I didn't regret knowing you. But i hope it didn't ended in this way, at least not so soon perhaps. I also know that many people say bad things about you. Be positive as people are not right all the time. You must be confidence to yourself. Although you told me that many people regretted knowing you. I will say again that i did not from the bottom of my heart. Nevertheless, it is the time for me to let go and to begin a new chapter in life. There are still many empty or blank pages for me to write for a chapter for a book and this new chapter of me begins right after i finish writing to end this chapter. The book may have endless of chapters. Chapters that are full of obstacles, fun, joy and also sorrow. I am sure that every single human being are sure to encounter this. I will say that the book will end with the last chapter when i breath the last air of the earth. Then only will my book end. I thank you for telling me the truth and not hiding it from me as i know it is not easy to tell because you are the one who started it. So it would be great for u to end it as well since you are the one who started it. I can proudly say that knowing for so long that I did not see you as a person like others have said and you don't need to feel guilty or selfish to have end it as i understand it.

With this last sentence written in the last page of this chapter. I hereby have ended this chapter in my book and a new chapter awaits for me to write. I wonder what will be the next chapter be?