Icy cold windy chill....

It has been a few weeks since i have said it out again and things doesn't seem to look too good. If i know this was going to happen i rather just keep my feelings inside of me. Lock it way and throw the key away so nobody will ever be able to unlock it. Why do you have to be so cold towards me? Am I the the type of person who don't understand people feelings? Am I the type who force people for my likings? Why cant things go back where we used to be friends? Is it that hard to do so? The fun and joyful moments we have together before all this happens. I wish to relieve those days. Those were the days....

Now I have been push aside and been avoided. Why must u be so cruel? I have done nothing wrong. Your message was sent out to me and i understand it perfectly. Just because u want to keep your friendship with her you have to treat me so cold and avoid me like that. I am also human. I also have feelings. I feel like what other ordinary humans feel too. Could u treat me like a friend and not like some stranger you randomly come across in the streets. I guess this is how is going to be then? Looking at me like i am not there. Treating me like you just know me and giving me that cold stare. Answering my questions with that i am not interested face and a tired tone.

what have I done do deserve all this?
Have I done anything wrong to deserve all this?
Even I don't treat people who are in your shoes like that.
So why must you do so to me?